I was not a man of my word and now I’ve lost you this was only suppose to be temporary of course but due to my inability to think straight and process situations better I did something stupid which made things more complicated but now there’s no going back and there’s only going forward I have to be able to lead the path.
loved me during my downfall but now that I’m going up you decide it’s best if we just stay friends I thought you were supposed to see me get high and by my side and not away with another or yet I don’t know who am I to say that. But the thought of knowing that I’m no longer the one who tells you good night princess or with a wake up call telling you to make sure to have breakfast. It was never about the sex it was about the time we had the moment and memories we made together that’s what I miss the most. I just know that I love you enough to let you go and be happy. At the end all I want is your happiness
to have known that this would be my last time seeing you I would have held you tighter
to have know that this would be our last time locking our lips together I would have kissed you longer
to have known it was the last time In your bed I would have told you to sleep in
to have know that I would no longer gaze into those beautiful eyes I would rather go blind
to have know that it was the last ride we had together I would have told to kept going
I’m not sure if you have an idea of how much I fucking miss you and adore you it kills me inside but I know I have to swallow this pill and let it be but just it’s killing me