Organized Chaos

Allow yourself to be happy. I know how many heartbreaks you've been through and how much sadness you've been keeping in your heart lately. I know sometimes you feel like questioning your worth because you feel like you are not enough in everything. But today, I want you to know that you deserve to be happy. I want you to stop settling for less than what you deserve and start appreciating yourself more often. I want you to be the best version of yourself, not to please others but to be proud of yourself. Little by little, I hope you plant love in yourself so that you will never grow into hatred.

I want you to see your worth because, all this time, you've been treating yourself poorly. I know how kind you are to others, but please don't forget to be kind to yourself too. Know to yourself that you are precious. I want you to know that you didn't deserve all the pain that you have received and endured for a long time. Allow yourself to heal as well. Not everything is meant to be broken, and so you are. I know that it's not easy right now because, for a very long time, you used to believe that you would never be okay. That you will never be happy. But today, I want you to remind yourself that it's not too late to become a better and happier version of yourself. And one day, I hope you'll finally realize that treating and loving yourself right will make you feel more worthy.

— Shiori X 

You're nerd is showing. 😉😂

This is not a bakery.....

I do not sugar-coat anything.

If you ask for my opinion.....

Then that's what you'll get. 

Don't be mad....

When it's not what you want to hear!

#Unapologetically Me

Find somebody who is willing to fix their mistakes when they are in the wrong. 

Find someone who knows that date nights are mandatory.

Find someone who never punishes you for the mistakes made by the ones behind you.

Find someone who you have amazing chemistry with.

Find someone who is willing to graduate to a real lasting love with you. 

Find someone who is willing to navigate the ship of life together.

Find someone who knows that not a single person on the face of this earth sits high enough to look down on anyone. 

Find someone who doesn't make you fall for them without intending to catch you. 

Find someone who would rather spend a Sunday morning with you, rather than a Saturday night. 

Find somebody who's quick to put their ego aside, and willing to listen and grow with you with every day that passes. 

Find someone who chases you .... long after they already have you. 

Find someone who will never let you fall asleep at night wondering if you still matter.

Find someone who makes a reservation at your favorite restaurant unannounced. 

Find someone who has genuine intentions with you from the very beginning.

Take my advice and .... find someone real enough to treat you .... like they can never replace you.

~ Cody Bret

I know you may have opened your eyes this morning and felt like the world is stacked against you.
You’ve had a tough time lately, I know.
I’m here to tell you that this isn’t your whole story, it’s just a chapter.
Maybe it’s gone on longer than you’ve wanted, been hard to endure and left you feeling down, but chin up, darling.
It’s always darkest before dawn and it won’t rain forever- you’ve just got to hold onto what you believe in, dig deeply and find your courage.
Maybe you’ve lost your way, forgotten your voice and can’t find your happiness like you used to be able to,
But this too, shall pass.
Whether it’s been life knocking you down, a relationship falling apart or just feeling down, I’m telling you that you got this.
Take my hand and let’s walk a while.
Let’s talk about who you are what amazing things you’re capable of..because you are.
Bravery isn’t about turning it around immediately, it’s about getting up every single day and doing the best you can.
It’s okay to not be okay.
It’s okay to need rest or ask for help.
It’s okay to fall and get knocked down..
Just choose to keep verging back up, keep fighting, keep holding your head high.
What you’ve been through doesn’t define you and you’re more than you give yourself credit for..though you may feel alone and helpless right now, it’s up to you to claw your way out or sink deeper into the darkness.
Even then, I’m going to find you and remind you that you’re all the things you’ve stopped believing in about yourself..
You are more than enough.
You are strong.
You are capable of rising again.
Maybe it won’t be easy, maybe it’s going to hurt some.
But I promise you that you can do it.
Maybe not today, in a week or in a month, but start taking the steps.
Start knowing that you can find your wings- stop caging yourself and start breaking free.
Turn the page.
Start a new chapter.
Most of all, just start to believe.
You’ve always had the power inside yourself..
Now it’s time to use it.
You got this, darling..
Now and always.
Believe.

~Ravenwolf

Today was ridiculously busy!! My Wednesdays always are... part of my day includes making my office mate laugh so she doesn't cause a code white! Part of it is keeping my little leprechaun bestie out of HR!! Which is a daily struggle and also includes being the voice of reason..... me? Scary, right?

Don't tell anyone I'm a responsible badass! 🤫

We are both heads of our departments, we work under the same umbrella, but in different areas. 

Well, her team decided to act up, as they do, and not only affected her department, but also mine for tomorrow. It took A LOT to keep her off the ledge as she forgot to take her meds this morning. Namas... NOPE! 😂

So I introduced her to the sexshop website.....well, fekk me!! 

She's in my office, leaning over my desk, pushing her phone in my face, "Bish, LOOK AT THIS!!" She was like a toddler in a candy store!!! Then the FLOOD of questions and show and tell started...... 

She then asks me the difference between a dildo and a dong..... it went down hill fast from there....she found a strap on face dildo 🤦‍♀️.... her new obsession.... she's getting it to wear for Halloween! Then went off on a tangent about slapping her husband with it.....to her wearing it to work, and dick slapping anyone that pissed her off! (Complete with demonstration). Lord help us all!!

My WhatsApp has been having a stroke since she got home with all the pictures she is sending me, asking what it is used for?  She's very naive. I told her to stay out of the kink folders and she'd be okay. 

She has no toys so I told her about the Satisfyer yesterday. Well low and behold the sexshop had it on sale when I got home so I ordered her one. I told her I was going to wrap a bow around it and leave it on her desk. 😂

That caused my five foot flashbang to go off!! 

This should be interesting when it arrives!! 

She's already planning an "education lesson" date for us at the sex shop on our lunch.....

Pray for me, y'all! I've created a MONSTER!! 🫣

YOU GOT THIS!  Let's make today count! Do something today your future self will thank you for! You don't have to make waves, but start little ripples.