One Step Forward... 🥰
It's been a hard week.
Dealing with many, many, different things being thrown my way, full throttle, all within a few days time.
And on top of it all...
BAM! BAM! BAM!
GRENADES are being thrown at my feet.
Im thrown so far off kiilter, i am dizzy,
dazed, confused, and all out of sorts.
Blown right off my feet.
Laying flat on my ass.
My entire world starts to unravel.
Breath...
Breath...
Breath...
Slow......
Down......
i breath deeply....
Get up... dust myself off...
Stop....
Reassess my situation...
Assess my sourondings...
Look at all possable scenarios...
Decide what i want.
What is best for me.
And if i am willing to bend.
Are the chances im taking worth the time being put in?
Am i making choices out of what is best for all involved?
Or, am i only seeing from a narrowed point of view?
So i dig deep, look at all angles, all possibilities, ask the hard questions, reevaluate, and make a decision.
One based on a mature outlook, made based on fact.
A compromise to fit the needs of all involved.
By being level headed, fair, non-judgmental, clear in my thinking and in my decision process.
i was then able to overcome an obstacle, one that in my past, would have infact destroyed any and all progress and communication there after.
Ending something amazing.
By clear communication, understanding, and a conscious effort.
Thought out decisions were made.
Clear, precise, and on point.
And with this, i myself, was greatly rewarded.
Give and take.
What W/we are willing to do, to give and sacrifice for another.
When knowing that they are worth the time and effort put in.
Then to be rewarded, gifted, the same thought, effort, time and consideration.
Also, having Another willing to make those hard choices, to be willing to sacrifice His Own wants and needs to meet mine.
To choose me.
This to me is bewildering.
i am in awwww.
Having One put in the same effort and willingness to fit the needs of another.
Especially when the other person is me.
This is unheard of for me.
And definitely a game changer.
One more battle won.
One more obstacle overcome with a clear mind and willingness to compromise.
One more step forward in the process of Getting To Know You.
One more reason to keep moving forward and making those hard decisions.
One more reason to put in the work and effort.
One step closer to what is most important.
i am beyond giddy...
i am elated... thrilled... astounded...
humbled... honored...
And a bit mesmerized...
i am most blessed this day.
Thank You, Kind Man. 🤗🥰
For giving to me something more.
Earned Respect...
Looking forward in seeing where this journey takes U/us.
Little By little...
Day By Day....
Slow, steady, and a very long, and slow 🐌 walk.
But so worth everything and more in the end.
Thank You
flitterfly... :):):)
DawnRobin 🥰
P.S.
Apparently i am a good girl. 😁
Who knew... 😊🤗😘
